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Sunday, March 5th, 2006
2:59 am	http://webcast.wizards.com/06honolulu/saturday/protour_cribs.mp4.zip and that is. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
12:27 am	11:54 DoNkiHJoTe: from? 11:54 jeroenr: from? 11:54 DoNkiHJoTe: german you? 11:54 jeroenr: english speak you? 11:55 jeroenr: notgerman me... 11:55 jeroenr: oo oo ooh 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: The Dutchman Jeroen Remie 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: are u stupid or what? 11:55 jeroenr: congrats 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: im gadiel 11:55 jeroenr: i mean, you message me from? 11:55 jeroenr: and i am teh stupid one? 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: dude 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: look 11:55 jeroenr: seriously 11:55 jeroenr: lol 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: 10:54 DoNkiHJoTe: german you? 10:54 jeroenr: english speak you? 10:55 jeroenr: notgerman me... 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: thats why 11:55 DoNkiHJoTe: im asking if ure dope 11:56 jeroenr: you are a donkeehote 11:56 DoNkiHJoTe: gadiel here 11:56 DoNkiHJoTe: Gadiel Szleifer 11:56 jeroenr: which gadiel schleifer 11:56 jeroenr: ? 11:56 DoNkiHJoTe: ? 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: from USA 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: we met in worlds 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: ..... 11:57 jeroenr: i dont know a gadiel schlieferer 11:57 jeroenr: reallyt? 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: whatever, who are you? 11:57 jeroenr: I dont remember 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: are you jeroen? 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: real jeroen' 11:57 jeroenr: i am jeroen 11:57 jeroenr: yes 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: well 11:57 jeroenr: you are not really gadiel though 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: julien and karsten are testing with us for hawai 11:57 jeroenr: yeah ok 11:57 DoNkiHJoTe: they told me that ive i saw u a had to ask if you would like to test with us 11:58 jeroenr: wow are you an idiot 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: in the same team 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: ? 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: ???????????? 11:58 jeroenr: i talk to them every day 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: yes 11:58 jeroenr: lies are cool though 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: americans want you 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: in the team 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: ? 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: WHAT LIES? 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: julien doesnt even know about this 11:58 jeroenr: every single thing you say is a lie 11:58 DoNkiHJoTe: ? 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: are u joking or what? 11:59 jeroenr: julien is right here 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: who are you? 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: yes 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: so? 11:59 jeroenr: and he doesnt know you either 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: dude 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: listen to me 11:59 jeroenr: i am all ears 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: antonino, and me 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: are making a team 11:59 jeroenr: which antonio? 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: for hawai playtest 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: de rosa 11:59 DoNkiHJoTe: we want to make a team 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: with julien and karsten 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: but they told me they wanted you 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: also 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: in the team 12:00 jeroenr: antonio derosa? hell yeah i am in 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: i was about to ask you 12:00 jeroenr: cool 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: if u wanted to join 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: the teeam 12:00 jeroenr: for hawaii testing team? 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: so what the heck are u talking about 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: lies 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: etc? 12:00 jeroenr: abso fin lutely 12:00 DoNkiHJoTe: and we DID met at worlds 12:01 DoNkiHJoTe: so stop this silly acting 12:01 jeroenr: didnt really know for sure you were big twitches himself 12:01 jeroenr: no, we never met 12:01 DoNkiHJoTe: in worlds 12:01 DoNkiHJoTe: we talked 12:01 DoNkiHJoTe: and drafteed 12:01 DoNkiHJoTe: together 12:01 DoNkiHJoTe: dude 12:01 DoNkiHJoTe: ..... 12:02 DoNkiHJoTe: you were trying to make 12:02 DoNkiHJoTe: me a fool? 12:02 DoNkiHJoTe: or 12:02 DoNkiHJoTe: ? 12:02 DoNkiHJoTe: am i loosing s.thing 12:03 DoNkiHJoTe: if julien is there 12:03 DoNkiHJoTe: tell him 12:03 DoNkiHJoTe: please 12:04 DoNkiHJoTe: i mean 12:04 DoNkiHJoTe: do you believe me now? 12:07 jeroenr: ofcourse i believe you 12:07 DoNkiHJoTe: yeah 12:08 DoNkiHJoTe: well 12:08 DoNkiHJoTe: ive you guys are interested 12:08 DoNkiHJoTe: tell me 12:15 jeroenr: we are 12:16 jeroenr: julien wants to know when you atre paying him his money 12:16 DoNkiHJoTe: heh 12:16 jeroenr: and also, i really dont remember meetinmg you in japan 12:16 DoNkiHJoTe: well 12:16 DoNkiHJoTe: we did draft once 12:17 DoNkiHJoTe: right now we have a killer instict deck 12:17 DoNkiHJoTe: were testing that now 12:17 DoNkiHJoTe: basically creatures with 3 congregation of dawn 12:17 DoNkiHJoTe: with top 12:17 DoNkiHJoTe: etc 12:18 DoNkiHJoTe: and a GWR beetdown deck with thoughts of ruin + stone rain 12:18 DoNkiHJoTe: right now those are our best choises 12:19 DoNkiHJoTe: do you have anything? 12:20 DoNkiHJoTe: ? 12:20 jeroenr: yeah, we have a UR beatdown deck with izzet guildamges 12:20 DoNkiHJoTe: with the combo? 12:20 DoNkiHJoTe: or just beetdown 12:21 jeroenr: also, nassif likes a deck with 100 cards he likes, with so much remova that he cant lrun out 12:21 jeroenr: also he loves battle 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: i know 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: he told me 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: ^^ 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: tomohiro saitou 12:21 jeroenr: both combo and beatdown 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: is also 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: in the team 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: with mori 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: and 12:21 jeroenr: yeah 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: kaji 12:21 jeroenr: we tested his snow stompy deck 12:21 jeroenr: it was insane 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: the killer instict deck 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: is good 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: believe me 12:21 DoNkiHJoTe: ^^ 12:22 jeroenr: also ghazi redux and greater hermit revival 12:22 jeroenr: i believe you 12:22 DoNkiHJoTe: xd 12:22 DoNkiHJoTe: and sorry for the insults i did before 12:22 DoNkiHJoTe: i though you were just someone else 12:22 jeroenr: i mean, you did win a pt 12:23 jeroenr: so you have the right to be mean 12:23 DoNkiHJoTe: thats why i thought you were s.one else 12:23 DoNkiHJoTe: cause u sayed u didnt know me 12:23 jeroenr: well i dont 12:23 jeroenr: we never met i think 12:23 jeroenr: we dont really hang out w the same people 12:23 DoNkiHJoTe: i think we drafted once in the same table 12:23 jeroenr: maybe i just forgot since youw erent interesting 12:23 DoNkiHJoTe: like for fun 12:24 jeroenr: do you have a boner yet? 12:24 jeroenr: pretending to be a pro? 12:24 DoNkiHJoTe: nah 12:24 jeroenr: gadiel is one of my best friends you idiot 12:24 DoNkiHJoTe: ???????????? 12:24 DoNkiHJoTe: what are u talking about 12:24 jeroenr: wow are you an idiot 12:24 DoNkiHJoTe: are u stupid again?0 12:24 jeroenr: we even had a spliut at worlds and hung out all weekend 12:25 jeroenr: yeah, i am teh stupid one 12:25 jeroenr: wow 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: ure a 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: im saying 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: like 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: wtf are u talling about now? 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: whats ure problem dude? 12:25 jeroenr: me and gadiel snuggled in the same bed 12:25 jeroenr: you are not him 12:25 jeroenr: lol 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: what did u did in the same bed? 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: lol 12:25 DoNkiHJoTe: what a jerk 12:26 DoNkiHJoTe: tell julien 12:26 DoNkiHJoTe: to msn antonino 12:26 DoNkiHJoTe: if hes interested 12:26 DoNkiHJoTe: ure just stupid 12:26 jeroenr: i would have talked w you even if you didnt pretend to be gadiel 12:26 DoNkiHJoTe: ARE U STUPID? 12:27 jeroenr: and gadiel KNOWS me very well 12:27 jeroenr: we talk every day 12:27 jeroenr: idiot 12:27 DoNkiHJoTe: look dude 12:27 DoNkiHJoTe: think whatever you ing want 12:27 DoNkiHJoTe: tell julien ths 12:27 DoNkiHJoTe: and we need to speak no more 12:28 jeroenr: i wont tell him a single thing 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: lol 12:28 jeroenr: fyi everyone started testing about 4 weeks ago 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: ure stupid 12:28 jeroenr: and everyone already has playtest groups 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: DUDE 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: dutch + japanese + americans 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: are in the same team 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: we are trying to build 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: right now 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: with julien 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: and karsten 12:28 DoNkiHJoTe: they tol dme to msg you 12:29 DoNkiHJoTe: i really dont care about you (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 13th, 2006
8:11 am	HAWAIIIIII Some pictures: http://img111.imageshack.us/gal.php?g=hawaii010.jpg the quality is sheer crap, but i wanted to get something out there.... more will be up eventually.. Current Mood: happy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
8:52 pm	LOST If roses are meant to be red And violets to be blue Why isn't my heart meant for you My hands longing to touch you But I can barely breathe Starry eyes that make me melt Right in front of me Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lihts go down That is where I'll be found This music's irresistible Your voice makes my skin crawl Innocent and pure I guess you heard it all before Mister Inaccessible Will this ever change One thing that remains the same You're still a picture in a frame Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lights go down That is where I'll be found I get lost in this world I get lost in your eyes And when the lights go down That's shere I'll be found Am I the only one Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Anouk (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
2:08 pm	Garden State... THE SHINS "New Slang" Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth. Only, i don't know how they got out, dear. Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met. I was happier then with no mind-set. And if you'd 'a took to me like A gull takes to the wind. Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well. New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries. Hope it's right when you die, old and bony. Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall, Never should have called But my head's to the wall and i'm lonely. And if you'd 'a took to me like A gull takes to the wind. Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree And i'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well. God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs, And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away. I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find. Without a trust or flaming fields am i too dumb to refine? And if you'd 'a took to me like Well i'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: The shins (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
1:37 pm	My fave song off all time, of the moment... It'll all click when the mortgage clears All our fears will disappear Now you go to bed I'm staying here I've got another levelthat I want to clear My skin feels like orange peel My eyes have been vacuum-sealed My organs move like a squirm of eels We should be more adventurous with our meals They annoy me those who employ me They could destroy me They should enjoy me We eat chinese off our knees And look for each other in the TV screen The sun goes up and the sun goes down I drag myself into the town All I do I want to do with you Everyday I'm at my desk At my desk, I'm like the rest All I do I want to do with you On the city's skin they move on mass Like a rash on the back of a manky cat Now in I go like a fool I can't resist dipping in the pool I watch them watch me I watch them too Across the street across the room I dress myself like a charcoal sketch My eyes are brown and my hair's are mess They annoy me those who employ me They could destroy me They should enjoy me We eat Chinese off our knees And look for each other in the TV screen The sun goes up and the sun goes down I drag myself into the town All I do I want to do with you Everyday I'm at my desk At my desk I'm like the rest All I do I want to do with you The sun goes up and the sun goes down I drag myself into the town All I do I want to do with you Everyday I'm at my desk At my desk I'm like the rest All I do I want to do with you The cells I am at the moment will soon die But I will be here Oh I'll still be here The cells I am at the moment will soon die But I will be here Oh I'll still be here The sun goes up and the sun goes down I drag myself into the town All I do I want to do with you Everyday I'm at my desk At my desk I'm like the rest All I do I want to do with you The sun goes up and the sun goes down I drag myself into the town All I do I want to do with you Everyday I'm at my desk At my desk I'm like the rest All I do I want to do with you Everyday, everyday, everyday... Current Mood: excited Current Music: Cells - The Servant (Comment on this)
Friday, January 21st, 2005
4:21 pm	NAGOYA!!!!! Winter's cityside Crystal bits of snowflakes All around my head and in the wind I had no illusions That I'd ever find a glimpse Of summer's heatwaves in your eyes You did what you did to me Now it's history I see Here's my comeback on the road again Things will happen while they can I will wait here for my man tonight It's easy when you're big in Japan Aah when you're big in Japan-tonight... Big in Japan-be-tight... Big in Japan... ooh the eastern sea's so blue Big in Japan-alright, Pay! -- Then I'll sleep by your side Things are easy when you're big in Japan Oh when you're big in Japan Neon on my naked skin, passing silhouettes Of strange illuminated mannequins Shall I stay here at the zoo Or should I go and change my point of view For other ugly scenes You did what you did to me Now it's history I see Here's my comeback on the road again Things will happen while they can I will wait here for my man tonight It's easy when you're big in Japan Aah when you're big in Japan-tonight... Big in Japan-be-tight... Big in Japan... ooh the eastern sea's so blue Big in Japan-alright, pay! Then I'll sleep by your side Things are easy when you're big in Japan Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Alphaville (Comment on this)
12:41 am	Elvis, the biggest poet of all time. Baby let me be your lovin' Teddy Bear Put a chain around my neck and lead me anywhere Oh let me be (oh let him be) Your teddy bear I don't wanna be a tiger Cause tigers play too rough I don't wanna be a lion Cause lions ain't the kind you love enough Just wanna be your Teddy Bear Put a chain around my neck and lead me anywhere Oh let me be Your teddy bear Baby let me be around you every night Run your fingers through my hair and cuddle me real tight Oh let me be Your teddy bear I don't wanna be a tiger Cause tigers play too rough I don't wanna be a lion Cause lions ain't the kind you love enough Just wanna be your Teddy Bear Put a chain around my neck and lead me anywhere Oh let me be Your teddy bear Oh let me be Your Teddy Bear I just wanna be your Teddy Bear Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Elvis Duh (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
4:24 pm	It's a bad day.. And then i hear the following song.... I miss my father so much. Stef Bos Papa Ik heb dezelfde ogen en ik krijg jouw trekken om mijn mond. Vroeger was ik driftig, vroeger was jij driftig, maar we hebben onze rust gevonden. En we zitten naast elkaar en we zeggen niet zoveel. Voor alles wat jij doet heb ik hetzelfde ritueel. Papa, ik lijk steeds meer op jou. Ik heb dezelfde handen en ik krijg jouw rimpels in mijn huid. Jij hebt jouw ideeën, ik heb mijn ideeën en we zwerven in gedachten maar we komen altijd thuis. De waarheid die je zocht en die je nooit hebt gevonden, ik zoek haar ook en tevergeefs zolang ik leef. Want papa, ik lijk steeds meer op jou. Vroeger kon je streng zijn en God ik heb je soms gehaat. Maar jouw woorden, ze liggen op mijn lippen en ik praat nu zoals jij vroeger praatte. Ik heb een goddeloos geloof en ik hou van elke vrouw en misschien ben ik geworden wat jij helemaal niet wou, maar papa ik lijk steeds meer op jou. En jij gelooft in God, dus jij gaat naar de hemel, en ik geloof in niks dus we komen elkaar na de dood, na de dood, nooit meer tegen. Maar papa, ik hou steeds meer van jou. Ik heb een goddeloos geloof en ik hou van elke vrouw en misschien ben ik geworden wat jij helemaal niet wou, maar papa ik lijk steeds meer op jou. Oh papa, ik hou steeds meer van jou. Papa ik lijk steeds meer op jou... btw, i turned 26 yesterday... and it's worthless (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
5:26 pm	the things you hear on the radio... So i was going over to teh dentist, and then i heard on teh radio, that people keeping a weblog, and writing, are more miserable then people who don't. Because of the weblog they linger more on their problems then just forget them.. Yeah i figured that out myself. Thats why i haven't written in a while. I have a new i dea which i kinda have been doing. I am gonna post lyrics from songs which coincide with how i am feeling sometimes, or i just like other times. It's how I remember certain fases in my life, how i remember certain people, and its generally a nice discusion thing... ( I started thinking about this again when i talked about it with cathy and stan) Here's one right now: The Streets Dry Your Eyes In one single moment your whole life can turn around. I stand there for a minute staring straight into the ground. Looking to the left slightly then looking back down. The world feels like it's caved in proper sorry frown. Please let me show you how we could only just be for us. I can change and I can grow or we can adjust. The wicked thing about us is we always have trust. We can even have an open relationship if we must. I look at her, she stares almost straight back at me, but her eyes glaze over like she's looking straight through me. Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity, when they opened up she's lookin down at her feet. chorus: Dry your eyes mate, I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up. There’s plenty more fish in the sea. Dry your eyes mate, I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts. But you've got to walk away now, its over. So then I moved my hand off and down by my side, shaking, my life is crashing before my eyes. I turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies, touched the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh. Because I can't imagine my life without you and me. There’s things I can't imagine doing, things I can't imagine seeing. It weren't supposed to be easy, surely, please please, I’m begging, please. She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested. She wraps her fingers around mine with the softness she's blessed with. She peels away my fingers looks at me and then gestures, by pushing my hand away to my chest from hers. (chorus) And I’m just standing there. I can’t say a word. 'Cause everything has just gone. I’ve got nothing. Absolutely nothing. Trying to pull her close out of bare desperation, put my arms around her to try to change what she's saying. Put my head level with hers so she might engage in. Look into her eyes to make her listen again. I’m not gonna fuckin' just fuckin' just leave it all now. 'Cause you said it would be forever and that was your vow, and your gonna let our things simply crash and fall down. Your well out of order now, this is well out of town. She pulls away my arms that are tightly clamped around her waist, gently pushes me back as she looks at me straight. Turns around so she's now got her back to my face, takes one step forward, looks back and then walks away. (chorus) I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say, telling you things but not telling you straight. But the more I pull on your hand the more you pull away. (chorus) --------- I hate britpop, but i like this band a lot. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 6th, 2004
11:45 am	boooooooorriiiiiiiiing Category III - The Regular Jo(e) You are the quintessential standard conjured by the word 'Friend'. What Type of Social Entity are You? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Friday, July 23rd, 2004
12:56 am	a lil something i could relate with..... HOOBASTANK LYRICS "The Reason" I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You [x4] I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you Current Mood: drained Current Music: uhm, what do you think huh? (Comment on this)
Friday, May 28th, 2004
3:34 pm	Family guy! yaus! Ok, for the people that know me... I was sure i was gonna be Peter...well, as it turns out..I am: Which Family Guy character are you? Current Mood: confused Current Music: Aha - Take on Me (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
4:00 pm	and finally he posts again... and only to post this: If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal. if anyone cares, my life is going ok..some great times, and also some terrible times, but I pretty much eeked out of depression and am enjoying life again! Thank you people, and you know who you are..:D Current Mood: content Current Music: The Lovin' Spoonful - Do you believe in magic?! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 15th, 2004
1:08 pm	Superhero's!!! Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque Your Name Superhero Name The Mexican Super Power Ability To Fly Enemy The Landlord Mode Of Transportation Shopping Cart Weapon Attack Gerbils Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
12:15 pm	Miss me? So it's been a while.. A while since I posted anything, but on the up note, also a while since I have felt the urge to actually write something and put my misery out there. I have actually been quite happy lately! For those who don't know, I have been on a trip to NYC with my basketball team and buddies, and had a ball. Th etrip was great, we visited some basketball games, shopped for clothes, and saw the touristy sites. I also got to see Lana again, which was the highlight of the trip for me, and made me more at ease about everything. I now have more of an idea what is going on, and confirmation that she does, in fact, still like me. That's good enough for now. I also visited Togit and chatted with some of my american friends. God I love magic sometimes. The strange thing is though, that as soon as we arrived in New York and got checked in etc, and started walking down the streets, I suddenly felt happy again. Not sure why, not sure how, but being there made me more happy then I have been in a long while. Is it because of the vacation made me think about other things then the miserableness of life, or was it something more? Should I move to the US to be happy? On an up note, I have been pretty happy since, so it was probably the vacation. Although the plans being cancelled for the last day in NY did suck. Ah well, can't bat a 1.000 everytime. I'm happy with a 0.900 Current Mood: content Current Music: Telegraph Melts - Septembrist (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
3:47 pm	The Questions... Yow, a quick update... I haven't written as much lately since i have been feeling ok, but not great, so no happy or depressive things to write about. I gotta find peace with myself first, before I can handle other stuff, and I'm doing that right now. But then I got these questions from frankie, so I have to answer those here...boy it's tough. Here are the rules first: 1 - Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed... 2 - I will respond; I'll ask you five questions... 3 - You'll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers... 4 - You'll include this explanation... 5 - You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed... The questions I got from Frank "Karstoderm" Karsten: 1. If you could be magically granted one superpower, what would you choose and what corresponding symbol would go on your cape? Oh my. People that know me know that I am a huge superhero geek, so this question goes right up my alley. I have actually thought about this one before, so I kinda have the answer ready. I would want to be able to fly... To feel free amongst the clouds and just have the space to think and such. Also, to be able to go wherever i wanted, visit whomever I would want to visit, just be able to be where I want to be at that moment. That would be the best ever. I would probably not wear a cape, since those make me look even fatter, and If i did, it would prolly be symbolless, but if I have to choose, it would be heart, which would make me look like a huge sissy. So nah, the symbol of the allmighty $ it is. Or a transformers logo! or....nah, I just dont know... 2. What is your vision of the ‘perfect world or society’ and what do you think is the greatest threat to the survival of the present world? There's two answers to give here. What would be my perfect world, or what would be perfect for all human beings. In my perfect world, me, and all the people I care about would just be happy. I ask nothing more but that. I think thats not the question though, so hmmm.. The mandatory answer would be peace, and I guess I feel like that, but peace isnt everything either. If there is peace yet no-one is happy, that would be a sucky world too, wouldnt it. Nope, once again i have to go back to Happyness, and as much of it as possible. Not the most original answers huh. The greatest threat to the survival of the present world would be us. The human being. The world is changing, and that is because of us. i don't know if the survival of the present world would be good or bad though. So maybe, just maybe, it's a good thing if it doesn't survive.... 3. If you could go back in time and relive one day in your life, which day would you choose and why? This is a tough one. I don't really recall any of the days I would want to relive, so I'm gonna change the question to a period of time. That period would be where my dad was still alive. I miss him so much each and every day goes by where I think of him at least once. I think about how he was always there for me. I think about if he would have been proud of me where he alive. Those kind of things. 4. What goals do you have for yourself in the next 5 years and why? I have only one goal right now. That's not getting rich, getting a good job or marrying the love of my life. Nope, it's just getting happy, and mainly with myself. Right now I am getting better, but still there is this feeling of things missing, and if I can fill that void, my next five years will be well spend, no regrets. 5. How do you see yourself and what personality traits do you feel describe yourself? Te way I see myself is ok. I'm confused, but caring. I care about the people around me and there is not a thing I wouldn't do for them to make them happy. I am also jealous, and I hate this about myself more then anything, and also very curious. This means that I can sometimes be an asshole, but I never mean to be one, as I just want to make everybody I see or know happy. I also know that sometimes I can be blind to things that are right there, and just ignore them because i don't want them to be like that. I also feel like I'm an ugly fucker, but hey...what can i say... Thats about it... Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: And 1 mixtape... (Comment on this)
Monday, February 23rd, 2004
9:20 pm	I do these things... Heart of Crystal What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Friday, February 20th, 2004
2:16 pm	A night in antwerp is a good thing Sooo, just got back from my little day out with my schoolfriends in antwerp. Here's the story. My buddy Bastian's dad is loaded. When I say loaded I mean LOADED. The guys has like 5 houses across the world, and that kind of stuff. He also has this nice penthouse in downtown Antwerp. Luckily the guy is a good guy, since he let's his son use the penthouse when he's staying at one of his other many places. Yesterday was one of those days, and Bastian, Bas, Jules and me made plans to go to antwerp, get drunk, go to bars and eventually strip joints to make it a memorable, yet forget the rest of the world kind of day. First problem: The night before, wednesday, Bas twisted his ankle badly during his soccer match, and was in so much pain, and not able to walk at that, that he just couldn't come with us. Dammit, one down. We still decided to go, since it was still the three of us, so hey, fun was still to be had. Second Problem: I picked up Jules, and we drove to the place, only to find Bastian not there yet, and a woman in the penthouse, scared shitless of the two strange guys standing in front of the door, carrying a tray of Red Bull and this look in there eyes...:) Well, we called Bastian and that woman turned out to be the maid, so no biggie, and he was stuck in traffic, and was there 15 mins later, so the party was gonna get started. And it did. We sat in front of the TV, put on german music television, and downed two bottles of Red Vodka with the Red Bull. Let me tell you, german Music, wtf. They have this German Hillary Duff running around, called Natasha Thomas (DL TIP!), a chick-rock band called Vanilla NINJA! (DL TIP HELL YEAH) and music from twenty years ago that's hip now... A fun experience. So after we were starting to get a little drunk, we decided to step out and go see a movie we wanted to check out because of youth sentiments, but we knew it was gonna be awful so if ever, the time was now, as we are drunk and all.... Suske en Wiske en de Duistere Diamant it was! Well, it might have been the alcohol, but HOLY SHIT, this movie was insane. Action, suspense, everything. The characters translated great to the big screen, and I encourage everyone that speaks dutch to go and see it... AMAZING! It's also a must see on the big screen because of the great sound and visual effects. After that we couldn't find the exit, so tried getting out the way we got in. This led us back to the main lobby, where after taking a leak, we all noticed that we could go and see any movie for free, since there was nobody checking tickets or whatever!! Being dutch and all, we had to run that, and after seeing this great a movie, we wanted seconds! We debated about running the same movie again, but chose Brother Bear instead. It was kinda exciting for a while, since the door said Brother bear OV, NV.. which meant we would either get the dutch dubbed version or the original english version. I sure as hell didnt want to see the crappy dutch dub, no I wanted the CANADIAN mooses dammit. And yes, we got the original version. HOW LUCKY. Brother bear is the best non pixar disney movie in a long while. It might even have been better then Suske and Wiske! Great humor, great story, yeah, I'm a fan. So we got two movies for the price of one! What a great trip this was! But now we were sobering up, since the theater didn't sell alcohol, and we were hungry. So we ran Pizza Hut, which is kind of the tradition with these boyz, and drank some beers. We had been drinking the whole day except for the movies, but we were doing it so gradually that none of us really got drunk anymore..really weird. We also walked around between the jewel stores in Antwerp. Let me tell you, I am never gonna take any of my girlfriends there, that's for sure. If you get out of there without having to buy her something, you are a master. I loved the Bling Bling they had though, so had a great time myself. It was also amusing because most of these stores used to or are still owned by jews, and I had a discussion with Lana about jews earlier, so it reminded me of her, which was kinda cool. Jules even made the bad pun of "Look, JEW-el, har har". After that, it was clubbing time. Problem number three: We had been to antwerp before, but never really found the places to be, the banging bars and clubs, that kind of stuff. I remembered I am a PT magic player though, and that I actually know people everywhere, so I called my Antwerp connection, Michiel Horemans! He sounded kinda surpised to have me call him, but after he got over that, he pointed us in the right direction. Obviously we still got lost, but after wandering around for an hour and getting in and out of random bars and stuff, we randomly wandered into the square we were looking for! Luck was with the dumb apparently, and happy we were. We went to the club Michiel recommended, called the Cinema, and arrived just as the party was getting started. We spend soem time there, until suddenly complete boredom and not wanting to be there anymore hit me, and we decided to leave. The place was kinda ok, but I've been to better in .nl. Never in belgium though, where this was the bee's knees. We had planned on going to a stripjoint, but nobody really felt like randomly walking into a boring one and still have to shell out much bucks for a Pepsi (which is the worst ever, I'd rather drink a glass of water then a pepsi, and I looooove coke.). So we got a Döner Pita and went back home. We watched the german sports network which was showing girls stripping in sports themed backgrounds, played the Bald, Bush or Stripe game with them for a while, and then went to sleep happily. When I got home I had a parking ticket, again, I seem to get ticketted more then anyone, but it was only twenty bucks, which you pay for paid parking anyways, so that wasn't that bad. Had a lot of fun, up until like the moment in the club, but thats ok, this was a good day..:) Thanks guys, for making it so much fun..:) Only question is, why the hell do I have to get sad all of a sudden, and how??? ;) ps. Things I said about the Suske and Wiske film may or may not be entirely true. Brother Bear was gas though... Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: David Bowie - Ground control to Major Tom.... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
12:33 am	Being Happy I cannot be alone. I am Jerry Maguire. I cannot be alone. I constantly surround myself with friends, or things to do, or sit behind the internet chatting to "friends" cause I can not be alone. I start thinking when I am and get all depressed about the world, my life, and everything else. I have been told to shut my trap and start looking for happiness if I want it so much. I was told I am the only one that can make me happy, and I should act if I'm not happy. I don't know... I'm happy if I have people around me that care. I am happy if people want to be with me, talk to me, that kind of thing. These are things I cannot control. I can not control the people around me or the fact that they do or do not want to be with me. Ho wcan I force myself to be happy if my happiness depends so much on other people? I can change myself, but there is no guaranty that will change the opinion of people around me or whatever. And I know I shouldnt whine, I have hundreds of people around me that care. Everybody loves me. But still... I need someone that LOVES me... And that shit prolly scares people away... Current Mood: lonely Current Music: My funny valentine - Frank Sinatra (2 Comments |Comment on this)